Bakat Finally turn 30!!!

I took an additional 2 days leave despite having 3 days rest (Weekend+ New year holiday). I think i just need it to really think of the coming path in year 2012.

A single decision or persistency might just change your life. I really seriouslly want to ask myself what do i really want in life and i shall answer back how i should achieved it or at least to prevent something to go worse...

1) Whats your goal in year 2012? If there is any do i have plans to achieved it?

2) Am i still the eric that lack of self confidence? If yes how to improved it and what is the cause of it?

3) Last 2 months you got an idea to write a book or yourself on how to tackle strees and worry problems, do i started anything already?

4) Are u good enough to go into a relationship? Are you ready? Can you cope it?

5) Why sometimes when you know that something u been doing is worng and not proper but still continue doing it? Do you know that the biggest damage is still yourself?

I will really need to sit down and answer all this questions myself. Please do it for your own sake.